My life, whether I like it or not, is a series of events that consist of extreme highs and intense lows. Occasionally a loop or a curve gets thrown in that makes me feel really anxious. This my friends sounds an awful lot like your typical rollercoaster and I HATE rollercoasters. I'm starting to accept the fact that I have to face my fears. I have to get over what I am most afraid of because, honestly, life goes on. Shit happens and it's not because they were meant to or the universe is out to get you ( though I do like to think so sometimes), but it's mearly coincedence. You can't control it, but you can control what happens because of it. So choose wisely and if you don't, learn from it.